I feel like competitive tetris isn't my thing. I do want to prove to people that I am worthy of a title, but it's being too much. Emotionally.
I wish I could back up my trash talking with some power, but apparently I can't do such a thing. I always get beaten up without fighting back. And only fighting back would make me appear even weaker. The only thing I am good at is trash talking without the fighting. Or debating.
I think I am going to leave tetris for a while, maybe until the tourney is over. I like socializing but I can't relate when it comes to T-spins and things like that. Also hearing about people saying that they beat me easily is hurting me too. I wish I was good but my laptop keys are too slow. If there was a cultris II tourney, maybe I would join.
&nb sp; &nb sp; &nb sp; ~Sophie/Asuna
Tags: Feelings Tetris