From experiece, we are often left in positions of choice and how to proceed.  No choices are easy, and all answers require work.  Whatever you do, deal with the consequences.  I've made many choices in my life, and some with devastating results.  But I'm glad I had to make them, because tje aftershocks shape how you rebuild yourself.  More poetry by yours truly.  Even if no one reads it, I'll have a timeline to look at some time in the future.  

IF there's someone that you want

But the sign says "Will not be"

Do you dare move heaven and earth

So that someone can be with me?

This fork we all will face

In this game we all call life

The difficult choices we all shall make

All roads leading to internal strife

Her thought consumes your mind

She's mysterious that's for sure

But how do you know what's real

When your visions all ablur?

There plenty of fishes in the sea

And many even pass a wink

But if you fail to say hello

They swim on within a blink

I can't tell you want to do

I'm not sure what to do myself

BUt the choice you do make

Deal with the consequences you're dealt