I don't know what to say anymore.

It's like as if last week and this week is a moment of betrayal; a phase for me to truly see the natures of everyone I knew, or what I thought I knew. What was once happy was filled with a void of blackness/sorrow. When I'm happy, no one's really sharing that with me, except girl-friends. I honestly don't want to feel these emotions by myself.

But maybe I'm just a drama queen/attention whore. 

I don't know if that is a part of my personality or habit. I feel as if I'm pissing guys off. I have been called names. It's like the walk of shame but emphasized. I think this is the moment to really leave HD.

Never has the internet felt so cruel and lonely. 

If you're reading this, you're either A) someone I know, B) someone I don't know but you wish for the best, or C) someone I know but you dislike me now.

I guess obsession is something I cannot tame.

Tags: Feelings