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I don't know what to say anymore.It's like as if last week and this week is a moment of betrayal; a phase for me to truly see the natures of everyone I knew, or what I thought I knew. What was once happy was filled with a void of blackness/sorrow. When I'm happy, no one's really sharing that with me, except girl-friends. I honestly don't want to feel these emotions by myself.But maybe I'm just a drama queen/attention whore. I don't know if that is a part of my personality or habit. I feel a... Read More

I think there is not one day in HD that I do not get my feelings hurt, even if it's from someone that I'm okay with. I know; das, you tell me to chill, not take things seriously. Many people would say the same thing. I just feel that I am selfish in a sense and I dwell in places where there is a lot of social chatting and nothing else. When I get ignored, I tend to feel lonely and hurt. I don't know what to do. If there was a private chat box implemented, then maybe I'll come back. I'm... Read More

   I feel like competitive tetris isn't my thing. I do want to prove to people that I am worthy of a title, but it's being too much. Emotionally.   I wish I could back up my trash talking with some power, but apparently I can't do such a thing. I always get beaten up without fighting back. And only fighting back would make me appear even weaker. The only thing I am good at is trash talking without the fighting. Or debating.   I think I am going to leave tetris for a... Read More